I had started writing my last post about 1/2 way in to the challenge, but had been suggesting that the commitment part of it really was the problem prior to even signing up. Well lo and behold after posting and than discussing said post with friends I realized two other "excuses" I tend to use when taking on any sort of commitment.
marking my final class!
First Day of the Challenge / Last Day of the challenge
with my friend, Maria G-Yoga Face!
My friend Sara (who contributed to the YH newsletter) & I,
photo taken by my new friend Kate, aka Yinzperation.
Am I looking forward to the whole thing being over with? Does it mean I have rid myself of my phobia?
I am still averse to commitment and discipline of any kind, but I think I am less averse.
SOOOO... what where does this leave me?
I CAN do something when I put my mind to it, I CAN have self discipline; and I really like my friends to be doing stuff that requires self discipline with me.
Will I do the 29 day challenge in February 2012? I don't know yet, but I was chatting with a friend, and she said she is interested. So I may get talked into proving once again what I am capable of. We'll see.
We were ready, we were set, 22 of us were fully committed.